Emotions make you feel better.Emotions make you feel good. Now I feel drunk and I don't care. I don't care that I don't know so many languages as my friend Stu and it makes me stupid. I still have no idea why I feel stupid, but I do. I wanted to know all those languages, but I can't. Because I am stupid.. Because my mind does not work proper and all i can do is ...hmm.. nothing! I wish I could love the way I used to, but I can't. I wished I could fly, but I can't, because I am too heavy. I want to kiss, but I can't. Because I love someone specific and I wish I can be with him no matter what.
There are so many boys that I can kiss or even love. I made a mistake. By making someone like someone else. Not me. Not this time. Again. I did try.
I do love. In my own way. I am strange. I know. I realize. I can overcome. I am lonely. I could have fucked, but I did not want to. I still have feelings. For the one that will never even make an effort to be close to me.
I miss. I want. I love. Him.
I am tired of always showing my emotions, describing my feelings....I am just TIRED OF BEING ALONE!
DON'T YOU DARE KILLING ME!!! I DON'T DON'T DESERVE IT!
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